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TUNNELS
AND DARK PLACES Compiled by Will Rike
Sources of NDE Reports: Near Death Experience Research
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The following excerpts were selected from the first random sample (n=101). 1. At first all was black ... . The terror I felt before everything went black was gone. ... Behind me (in the wall itself or the ceiling) was blackness. 2a/Jon [This was the second report drawn in sample a, Jon is NDERF's name for it.] 2. It was extremely dark. I walked down a stairway into what looked almost like an underground stream with a small walkway on the side. ... As I got closer to the light, everything started getting dark. Soon I was in complete darkness and felt as if I were falling up. 3a/2503 3. Along the sides of me were other people who were in the darkness that were trying to climb up but couldn't and seemed stuck in a huge mass of themselves. ... Those that had welcomed me were gently moving me back toward the darkness. I was told that in time I would visit again and to be vigilant in my life. I went backward into the darkness and saw the people on either side of me pulling at each other and trying to find the light. 4a/4023 4. The colors seemed flat and muted, but considering the lights were off in my normally pitch-black room, I was astonished to be seeing everything with such clarity. ... Likewise there were no windows and the room was completely dark. 5a/4025 5. Suddenly I found myself in darkness where something or someone was drawing me to them. 7a/4003 6. I felt as if I was squeezed through a dark tube of some kind. I imagine birth could be like it. It felt heavy and hard to squeeze through. When I was out of this dark tube I felt great. ... I begged to stay and then I felt this dark tight tube around me again and at this moment I heard the nurse call my name. 13a/4015 7. Everything started to speed up, and then it went dark. 17a/4010 8. Then all of a sudden I was pulled through this tunnel to a white light. 18a/4009 9. It was blackness and night sky, a sense that there was ground beneath me. 19a/4006 10. For a while, I ceased to exist... then darkness, a clear sensation of floating, during which my mind continued to function. 19a/4006 11. Every thing went dark, but then immediately it turned in to a vast place with no dimensions, time or sound. I was alone in this place, or I thought I was at the time. I could still see and looked in all directions, even under myself and saw only light gray. 26a/3994 12. However, as I turned slowly, there was darkness, and a small light at the apparent end. In this tunnel, I could see glimpses of dark blue, purple and gold specks, illuminating the walls of this long, and very quiet tunnel. ... At that time, I turned around, back to the direction I had so calmly came from, and was immediately pulled back through the dark tunnel. It was so fast, that I didn't see any of the magical colors within the dark travel. 39a/3897
13. I became aware that I was traveling rapidly through darkness. It wasn't quite a tunnel, but it did seem to have a form and direction, even though it was dark. ... I got closer to the light, to the point where the darkness disappeared and I was preparing to join the light. 41a/3292
14. I then was in a dark meeting room with doctors sitting around with one standing facilitating over the others with charts and information on my case. ... Then it was dark, hot, extremely hot, the surroundings were rocky, dusty, like a canyon underground, and I was being led downward with the heat intensifying. 42a/3970
15. Next thing I remember was complete darkness and feeling very confused. Then I realized I was in a tunnel and did not know how to get out. I started to feel scared and it was then that I saw a glow of light and a hand reach out to me. [Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?] The tunnel was the only thing I did not like. It was very dark and you are just walking until you see the light. 48a/3959
16. I travel in a black tunnel...with great speed...forgotten everything....in this world. 53a/3957
17. Somehow I knew I had to enter the right door in the limited time I had as after that all the doors would close never to open again leaving me all alone in the dark void forever. 56a/3947
18. [Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect...)?] Yes. There was no light. Everything was black and yet I could see clearly. 58a/2021
19. Then everything went black and I totally relaxed. It was a very, very peaceful, calm feeling. There was no pain, no stress, no worries. The next thing I remember was I was standing at the door of a very dark space looking out at a beautiful fall day. ... I believe it was because the place behind me was so dark and the sun had nothing to reflect off of to light up their faces. I could see the hair on their heads and arms very well because the sun was highlighting it. It was kind of like the boys were in silhouette. That was all I remember before I woke up. 67a/3935
20. Then all of a sudden it felt as though I was standing in the middle of a football field in total darkness. It was a feeling of open space for at least a few hundred feet around me. 68a/3934
21. Then the blackest black...nothingness...I saw no tunnel, no light. Just blackness. It didn't inspire fear. I felt perfectly fine, and somewhat like a detached observer. 73a/3928
22. I was FLYING, super fast, head first down a long, dark hallway. It was very dark. ... It felt like we were going down that dark hallway for a long time. I remember just thinking "No. Where am I?" 74a/3923
23. I just remember going into a wide and long tunnel, like entering a train tunnel. At the beginning there was still earthly light, then I entered darkness which was not complete even as it was getting denser and denser, and it filled the whole arch, darkness was indeed not black but rather dark grey and thick in its outlines, dense, in the center the void was clear. At the end of this tunnel, I saw this beautiful, extremely attractive light, and to which I came closer very fast. 78a/3916
24. [Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?] It seemed I was in a dark place but within a close proximity there was something or someone and a light. 89a/3905
25. I felt like I was being hurtled quickly through the darkness. 90a/3899
26. [Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect...)?] I could see further, and almost a night-vision type look sight. I could see the trees perfectly clear, even though my headlights weren't showing them, and there were no street lights. 91a/3893
27. Suddenly I entered a dark tunnel, feeling all the time at peace and in harmony, feeling wonderful ... . 95a/3896
The above were selected from the first random sample. The following were selected from the second random sample.
1. Suddenly I slide from the wall and then all was dark around me, deep dark. ... Suddenly it was dark, but a different dark, and I began to feel my own body again. 6b/3472
2. I remember a loud roaring in my ears and rushing through a long, dark tunnel at the end of which was a very bright light. 11b/3555
3. Behind me was a dark tunnel with a light at the end. 13b/3199
4. Then everything got dark. 15b/4198
5. Then everything goes black. 16b/2795
6. Also experienced being highly conscious in a dark void, but I was not afraid. Although it was dark, I felt I could see. There was no up, down or sideways... no sense of direction. I was alone, Apparently the Buddhists call this Bardo. [Did you see a light?] I saw light when I experienced being outside of the car and darkness, pitch black darkness in the void. 18b/2995
7. I was in a dark void or space like in the universe without the stars. 24b/2764
8. It all went black....just for a couple of seconds then this awesome light exploded in front of me. 26b/N. P.
9. My next thought and feeling is of being in total darkness, while feeling my body but on looking down not seeing anything. I was petrified, and remember saying "Please God don't let me be alone, where are you?" The next thing that I saw was the most brilliant, intense light that I have ever seen. 27b/151
10. It was totally dark and a soft light began to materialize. 28b/710
11. The tunnel that everybody talks about isn't horizontal, but vertical, as if you were in a dark well and then you begin to go upwards as if you were being drawn from above. And at the apex of the tunnel, you are filled with a very bright light... 32b/2253
12. I remember closing my eyes and seeing a void. Everything was black inside. And then in the distance, if I concentrated there, I would see a tiny white dot a way off in the distance. 36b/3186
13. Normally the thought of a tunnel would scare me, because I'm highly claustrophobic, but this tunnel was part of me and I was happy. Nothing was separate. 37b/3285
14. I did move through a black, velvety tunnel, a color black I had never seen nor can I describe, toward a very distant pinpoint of light. 38b/186
15. The next thing I knew I was in darkness watching a detailed review of my life up to that point in my life. 41b/3123
16. I remember being in a dark grey void. 44b/2236
17. I felt like a fight within my body and then an escape towards a black tunnel, which had bronze color stripes, at an ever increasing speed. ... When I was bounced back I went back to the tunnel at the same speed but it was not the same tunnel; it was like another exit. 53b/2377
18. Then all of a sudden it felt as though I was standing in the middle of a football field in total darkness. It was a feeling of open space for at least a few hundred feet around me. As I looked upward I could see a rim of light at the very top of where I was at. 54b/3934 [This report arose also in first random sample.]
19. I progressed toward the light. Then, as though I was being yanked back on a bungee cord, I was pulled backwards into total darkness, and I knew that I was scared, naked, and cold. 55b/214
20. Suddenly I slid from the wall and then all was dark around me, deep dark. ... Suddenly it was dark but a different dark and I began to feel my own body again and then I open my eyes and saw the blue sky and I was ecstatic because I returned in life. 62b/3472
21. I remember being in a space floating almost. I didn't feel my legs. It was dark but there was a green light in the background. 73b/2432
22. Then all of a sudden everything was black. As I was coming back into “sight” and out of the black darkness, to my surprise, I was floating on the ceiling looking down at my body ... . 86b/633
23. I looked ahead and there was a vast almost panoramic line of light stretched across space. I could see blackness above it and blackness below. 88b/4066
24. ... everything was dark. 89b/964
25. [Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?] It was a tunnel that was dark with lights that were people...at the end was an incredible bright light. 91b/2014
26. [Did you see a light?] It seemed the farther down the tunnel I went the further from the light I got, until it was void of light and reached the end. 92b/641
27. Went into tunnel. It was black. 96b/2648
28. I saw a black void endless in depth. I remember just thinking humm ok big black void? As I was floating in the void I turned to see what was pulling me forward slowly. I didn't feel any force on me just the sensation of being pulled towards something. I looked forward if you call it forward and saw a light in the void. ... As I entered the black void I realized my body was no longer with me. I could see but only with my mind's eye like dreaming, but everything was clear. 97b/281
The above were selected from the second random sample. The following were selected from the fourth random sample.
1. I also remember wandering around in a charcoal-colored fog. 6d/Feb. 25, 2002
2. After a bit the ceiling dissolved into darkness and opened up. I was drawn upward into a sort of tunnel although I could not see the walls. ... I was escorted back to the dark cave and I returned down the tunnel, with air rushing by, as on the way up. 5d/Feb. 26, 2002
3. Everything became dark and suddenly I was falling through a tunnel. It looked very futuristic, like something out of Star Wars, with lights zooming by me at warp speed. 10d/March 26, 2002
4. I went to a gray void area and was looking around into the darkness. 12d/April 4, 2002
5. It was dark and I saw the light. 17d/June 16, 2002
6. Suddenly, I was falling down this pitch black pit. My stomach felt as if I was on a roller coaster, the speed I was traveling at had to be tremendous. It sounded very echoey. 22d/Sept. 8, 2002
7. I was speeding through a black tunnel with reddish colors--so fast. I felt scared. I had no control, and the experience was horrible. It ended and I find myself in a place of black. A void. Time went on forever, but there was no time. Space went on forever, but there was no space. Time and space were one. Time and space did not exist. 26d/Oct. 27, 2002
8. It was completely black. I had no sense of a body. I was very confused. I explain it as the feeling you get if you’re very little and you lose your mom in a crowd. It was total fear and aloneness. For a second I thought I might be in hell, it was so empty. Then a PEACE came over me. I felt like I was totally loved, totally happy. I had no fears or worries or pains. It was wonderful. I started hearing music. Beautiful music and, I started seeing a mirage of colors. 28d/Nov. 19, 2002
9. In the beginning I was walking somewhere and it was dark, it looks like a different town or city. ... It is so dark I can see nothing. 29d/Dec. 19, 2002
10. I soared down the hall into a darkened kitchen that filled me with fear. Still my spirit went there. 31d/Jan. 7, 2003
11. I do still have a very unsettling feeling of darkness, such ungodly bitter cold, like a large void and an utter feeling of hopelessness. 33d/Feb. 2, 2003
12. I could see a small white light surrounded by darkness. 37d/April 23, 2003
13a. Suddenly I would be "sucked" into a black tunnel. Each time I was in a sitting position and traveling backwards at what seemed to be incredible speed. 38d/April 23, 2003 13b. 3. The "Void" Experiences. I fell into an altered state and found myself traveling into a dark Void. Within this Void, there was only me and I was God. There was no "other." The darkness surrounding me was absolute, and yet it was not empty. The Void seemed pregnant with probability as if every event that ever was or ever will be was contained within it. I found the experience to be completely acceptable while I was in the Void. I had no emotion or fear. Only being and knowing. Afterwards, however, when I emerged, I was overwhelmed. I cried for three days because there was no other, and I desperately wanted there to be other. 38d/April 23, 2003
14. Felt as though I was emerging from an eternity of black nothingness. 46d/June 4, 2003
15. Next thing...we were in a dark eerie place. I was standing in a pew with a few people. 51d/Aug. 11, 2003
16. That's when everything turned black and I felt myself floating. I was able to open my eyes to see but couldn’t make out what was in front of me. 53d/August 29, 2003
17. I had the feeling that there was darkness and a void behind me. 55d/Sept. 16, 2003
18. All went calm, soft and dark and I felt more than fine. I felt at peace. 60d/Nov. 11, 2003
19. Then everything went black. 61d/Nov. 11, 2003
20. At first everything went black and it got very cold. 68d/March 4, 2004
21. Suddenly, I was pulled into complete darkness. Amidst the total darkness, I smelled an indescribable odor. ... Then I began to feel myself moving upward. As I was being pulled upward, I began to feel as if I was in a tunnel, an endless, pitch-black tunnel. 69d/March 4, 2004
22. It was like being alone in the dark with nothing around that "exists." 71d/March 4, 2004
23. I was floating on my back, feet first through a dark void. ... There was no fear associated with this void, in fact I was unnaturally calm. Delightfully at peace. (endorphins?) During the 'void-journey' phase the medical staff must have been resuscitating me, because it all ended abruptly ... . 78d/April 30, 2004
24. It was the sensation of speeding (through space?) and hearing or thinking the words "At last." Felt as though I was emerging from an eternity of black nothingness. 79d/June 4, 2004
25. I was in space, darkness and I became aware I had no body but was floating and yet I could still feel the pain. How could this be? ... Then I was in total darkness with gray mist around me, floating. Who was I? Where was I? 82d/Aug. 20, 2004
26. Then everything went slowly to a deep blackness. I was aware in this place, but there was nothing except a profound feeling of peace, calmness, serenity. Like finding your favorite hidey hole in the dark. This went on for what seemed an eternity, just the pleasant darkness. 87d/Oct. 26, 2004
27. My hands went limp, my body slumped over. My soul fell, fell, fell, fell, fell into darkness, the pit, nothingness ... . 88d/Oct. 26, 2004
28. I was (suddenly... some time after going to bed?) plunged into a very black dark void. While being in this void I also knew (?) that I was dead and needed to look for 'the light'. It felt very natural, as if this was the next logical thing to do. I was not at all worried about the fact that I was dead. Knowing that I have died seemed totally irrelevant and unimportant. I was not even slightly curious or interested in the body or life I had left behind. While looking for 'the light' within this extremely dark void a voice said to me: 'Go back, it is not your time yet'. 92d/Jan. 3, 2005
29. I felt like I was going down a tunnel. It was dark at first and then it was very light, bright sun light. 95d/Under the Surface
30. I felt distinctness in the tunnel with the outer darkness being a void. 101d/Change in Thought
The above were selected from the fourth random sample. The following were selected from the fifth random sample.
1. I saw a spherical long dark tunnel before my eyes, spinning around me, full of what seemed to be dark clouds. 1e/Lucid
2. I was then inside some sort of dark place that was getting darker and darker. It started whirling around me, and I was feeling intense vibration inside my body. It was so powerful that I thought I was going to be dissolved. Just when it got so powerful I thought I was a goner. I was out of the “tunnel,” if that is what you can call it. I was in a place of total darkness. I raised my hand and looked at it. I thought, “Almost too dark to see your hand in front of your face. What is this place?” I looked around, and I seemed to be standing on something solid, but I couldn’t see it. I felt my body, and I was wearing clothes, but they seemed to be of a much finer fabric than my tee shirt and blue jeans. ... It was bright and light, but I could see past this a dark blackness. I knew it was infinity out there. 3e/Communication
3. I remember a black tunnel and being totally out. ... This place had no planets or stars; there was darkness and the only light source was the light humanoid beings. 5e/Billions
4. Next, I found myself in a very dark, cold place. I did not want to stay in the cold, dark area. ... the angel informed me that it was "not my time." Instantly, I was back in the cold, dark place. 6e/Precognition
5. She and the wolf led me down a long dark tunnel. ... The woman and the wolf were there and walked me back through the tunnel. 7e/Guidewolf
6. The next thing I was sitting cross-legged (supported mid air) in the middle of a great void. It wasn't dark. It wasn't light. It was NOTHING. I was in the middle of absolutely nothing. I can't express how empty it was. I felt no emotion. Not even calm. I seemed to be there an eternity, as if there was no such thing as time. I had been there for the whole of existence, in both directions. 15e/Non-existence
7. I was in a dark tunnel with space on each side of me. I could tell I was moving and I didn't know how. 16e/Hurried
8. I began a terrifying journey down a black spiral tunnel to an amazingly bright light, the likes I have never seen before or since. ... The journey back was the same, but this time into darkness. 17e/Mother
9. I entered a dark channel, a corridor, a tunnel, a canal... I remember thinking, "Yes, this is the birth canal." I thought with a big sigh, "I don't want to be born again." I realized with relief that wasn't happening. 23e/All One
10. I was standing in a dimly lit long tunnel and began walking toward the source of the light. 24e/Source
11. Looking around, all I could see was pitch black darkness. I asked my friend, "Where are you?" There was no response. ... and then darkness, the pitch of black. ... and there was total darkness and a hint of fear. ... In an instant, I was back in the darkness where I saw the 360-degree vision. The last one-quarter was quickly scanned. Then I had a sense of front and back. 25e/360º Vision
12. At first the slide was white, then it turned into darkness and the space seemed to be getting narrower. The next thing I remember is that I was standing next to my hospital bed looking at myself. 31e/There's More
13. Then I was in a dark place, but the fear had gone away very strangely. ... It was so dark but peaceful, and I remember thinking I must be dead. 36e/Someone
14. I was walking through a long dark corridor that seemed like quite a while. I had very little concept of time. ... Then, I kept walking toward a faint glow for what seemed like a long time. As I drew closer, the faint glow started to get bigger and brighter. I didn't see anyone, just the dark and the light. 37e/About to Enter
15. I found myself moving in darkness. 40e/Mr. Cardine
16. I saw myself flying in a direction to my interior at an unthinkable speed and soon my trip continued in a dark space. It was a very remarkable realm without the limits of earthly life. There was a sense of freedom and no fear. 47e/Holy Presence
17. I was now floating in a dark black tunnel. I tried to see the sides but they were as though they were not. I looked at my hands by my side and noticed that I was a golden transparent color. I had feet, toes, and fingers--the whole nine yards--all this golden transparent color. I looked ahead of me and saw a distant light, a dot of light very far a way and blurry. I squinted to try to focus, but I was suddenly outside the tube in a vast flat, black darkness of space. I looked for stars but saw only the dark rubbery looking tube stretching ahead of me into forever. Not in a straight line either. That confused me because when you look into a hose you need to stretch it out in order to see the light at the other end. Now, here's something that is hard to explain. I was watching myself inside the tunnel at the same time I was looking at myself outside the tunnel, all seeing and all questions happening at the same time. How could I be down in that tunnel seeing a light at the end of it when I'm floating out here seeing a tunnel that is not in a straight line? Suddenly, I was thrust at a high rate of speed through the tunnel toward the light. ... Suddenly I was in darkness and yelling "No!!!!" I woke up. 49e/Leave
18. Everything around me seemed the deepest black that I had ever seen. In the far distance there was a tiny spec of visible light. For some unknown reason I started accelerating toward the spec of light at an incredible rate. It seemed that I was sucked along a tunnel, rushing past stars. 50e/Living Water
19. The room began to fade into the darkness. My life, not like Hollywood makes it look, flashed at the speed of light, yet slow enough to comprehend it all. Fear was intense; I thought I was going to hell. 52e/Nurse
20. I was suddenly, in spirit only, floating stationary in a void of darkness. I could sense myself in the outline form of my body but my body wasn't there. I could see like there wasn't darkness just like a person can see when there is light in a room, but everything is black. It was extremely soundless in this space. So soundless that it actually hurt my ears not to hear sounds. No light was present. Yet, I could see clearly all around the black space just like being in a space that had light. I knew there were invisible boundaries that I could not go through. I just knew they were there. I called out, "Isn't anyone there?" I did this several times and started to get upset. No one answered. I knew I was the only one there. I thought I was going to be alone like this forever. I was feeling extreme emotional anxiety because no one would answer me and no one was there with me. I was just there floating stationary and calling out. I didn't like it. This bothered me a lot. Then suddenly ... I woke up and saw my mother standing at the bottom of the bed. 53e/Floating
21. We came out of the darkness into a very bright, white room. 56e/Walking
22. In the beginning, it was just black. Soon, shapes of all colors and sizes were flying past me and I was just looking at them. Then, I began to see a very, very bright light ahead of me. 58e/Hand
23. I peered down the left corridor. I couldn't see anything, nothing at all; it was too dark and the walls seemed to just stretch on and at the same time just fade into nothingness. But, I remember feeling this incredible sense of peace and comfort, warmth and security. It was as if all my cares and responsibilities just melted away. Prior to then and since then, I have not experienced anything so incredibly peaceful and seductive. It was extraordinarily beautiful to me, though I could not see anything. I also remember thinking this must be what it's like to be in the womb before birth. I was sorely tempted to turn down this hallway, but I stopped and thought "No. I'm not ready yet. There's still too much I want to do." 60e/Corridor
24. All of a sudden I felt myself shoot out of the top of my head. I found myself floating in inky blackness. My body, if you can call it that, lacked definition. It felt like I was made of clouds. Even though I was in pitch-blackness, I was not afraid. 63e/Back Home
25. It's as if I was in a dark void. I have no recollection of having any type of form, just thought. 70e/Chance
26. There was no light, just a dark setting and no pain. 71e/Flung
27. My overwhelming anxiety for my family was making me fight and struggle against the "sucking in feeling" of the darkness. ... I remember a sensation of the darkness rushing away from me and all of a sudden taking in a deep breath. ... That's when I regained consciousness. 72e/Peace
28. It started with a darkened area (which was not a void) that was kind of a roadway with different colored streaks and sparks. I had the sensation like I was riding one of those airport level moving things. 73e/Learning
29. I remember leaving the scene - moving up a dark tunnel - being pulled slowly by my shoulders. 77e/Quiet Clarity
30. I went through a long dark tunnel toward a bright light. 79e/Time
31. The next thing I knew I was following an intense bright
light. There was darkness all around me. ... 32. I was somewhere really dark. I'm me the
way I was a moment before, no change. I'm whole and I can move in any direction
I want without any effort whatsoever, but at the same time it's as if I'm all
eyes. I can see even behind me and darkness is all there is to see. There is
nothing to be afraid of though. I feel comfortable in that nothingness and a
little as if I'm waiting for something to happen. As I'm floating in slow
circles I notice a white dot and I decide to go toward it. 85e/Home 33. I suddenly found myself in a black
void. I felt very comfortable but very surprised. There was no sense of vision,
including no colour or light (not even a hint of visual stimuli as
one may see even when eyelids shut in a dark room), complete
silence - except for the hint of a memory of a "click" having come
from the left side just some moments previously, no sense of
temperature or pain or touch or smell/taste whatsoever. There was
a sense of enclosed space, like this black void was within a container that was
not very large. There may have been a sense of being suspended - of floating but
not moving - or there may have been complete stillness - at this stage of
writing I cannot be sure which. There were full powers of logical reasoning and language. I found myself
thinking, "Where am I? What's happened? What was I doing?... 87e/Lucid 34. I immediately looked down toward my
body. I could see a cord connecting me to
my body, hanging down from me and softly swaying. It looked like
shimmering, softly glowing, grey silk. We were still connected. My
body was far away, downward, in a very dark place. The space
between us looked dark and foggy or smoky, very dismal. 89e/Self-Evident 35. I felt myself standing alone. The
atmosphere changed it became dark and I started to panic. At home my mother had
always left the hall light on at night, as she knew I feared the dark. I started
to cry and call out for her. She wasn't there! I thought I was all alone, as
nobody was shouting back to me; however, I didn't feel alone. For some reason I
didn't even feel frightened. I felt a warmth inside me as though I was in my
mother's arms but I knew she wasn't there. 90e/Shed
Body 36. I began to move in what I'll call a
tunnel through dark space slowly, on an angle, not straight up. I was not happy
with this and afraid! As I ascended in this tunnel, it became warmer and I began
to relax.
100e/Peace
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